Post by Dead luv' on Nov 9, 2005 14:56:33 GMT 6
[glow=blue,2,300]In the midnight the moon made me aware, delighted with her face on its surface. She was angry with the clouds roaming sideways which were turning slightly black and about to quality itself to heal up the moon's quality. In a moment of time the cloud covers the moon and suddenly a loud noise is heard, full of sorrow and lots of heart paining beats as if its heart was broken into infinite parts in the horizon. Soon tears started to fall which seemed to be the tears of blood carrying lots of pain from the departed heart. The falling of the blood stream continued and continued, when it's going to stop…………………………? God knows.
I am sure on myself that I love her but confused about her's. She shows me her love but her attitude shows nothing. The day before yesterday I heard about "………" and her relation. I asked her and she told that it was not real. Today I heard about her and "………" I felt uneasy to ask and I didn't do so. She is not the same as seven months before. I want to be near her but she wants to forbid me. She raises many obstacles. Can a boy be sure about a girl's opinion on him if the girl is known to have relations with other boys? Of course not and how could I do that? It depends upon the boy, how much he can tolerate being played by the girl. I have trusted her and I don't want to break up my trust. But how long can I stay feeling played in love. In the same course I wrote the song "valentine tears" In the valentine eve. It was superb but let not the same happen in anyone's life. I am now in a viscous trap. I neither can be near her nor be away forever from her.
Today every lightning and thunder shocks are asking me a question "Does she love you?" I can't insert inside her thinking. I feel I always think negative but that may be positive too. Once I asked her " I love you coz……… but why do you love me?" she replied nothing. It was the step against my trust. I find some disturbance in her polite face. Two years ago she had told me "who would like like this boy?" in the same moment of time I had answered "you" from heart. I wished to turn it true but can I do that? I when close my eyes I see her but not her cruelty. Her silent face doesn't show any black spots on her feelings. I am slightly trying to enter her feelings but if she avoids me and runs away from me and try to break the rebuilded heart having cracks all sides by effective sharp words than how? How and when will I know the truth? [/glow]
I am sure on myself that I love her but confused about her's. She shows me her love but her attitude shows nothing. The day before yesterday I heard about "………" and her relation. I asked her and she told that it was not real. Today I heard about her and "………" I felt uneasy to ask and I didn't do so. She is not the same as seven months before. I want to be near her but she wants to forbid me. She raises many obstacles. Can a boy be sure about a girl's opinion on him if the girl is known to have relations with other boys? Of course not and how could I do that? It depends upon the boy, how much he can tolerate being played by the girl. I have trusted her and I don't want to break up my trust. But how long can I stay feeling played in love. In the same course I wrote the song "valentine tears" In the valentine eve. It was superb but let not the same happen in anyone's life. I am now in a viscous trap. I neither can be near her nor be away forever from her.
Today every lightning and thunder shocks are asking me a question "Does she love you?" I can't insert inside her thinking. I feel I always think negative but that may be positive too. Once I asked her " I love you coz……… but why do you love me?" she replied nothing. It was the step against my trust. I find some disturbance in her polite face. Two years ago she had told me "who would like like this boy?" in the same moment of time I had answered "you" from heart. I wished to turn it true but can I do that? I when close my eyes I see her but not her cruelty. Her silent face doesn't show any black spots on her feelings. I am slightly trying to enter her feelings but if she avoids me and runs away from me and try to break the rebuilded heart having cracks all sides by effective sharp words than how? How and when will I know the truth? [/glow]