Post by Dead luv' on Sept 14, 2007 13:53:33 GMT 6
Now what??? From the ancient period, also the greeted gods and even he common peoples performed as they liked to protect and give respect to them whom they loved and did respect too. Shri hanuman who was a renouned fighter did torn his chest to show his love and respest towards his beloved Ram and Sita. It is always said that true love never exists in this era of life neither did Ram’s and sita too. This trend is continuing till today when I am 18 years old passing 18 full sprinting springs and sizzling winters. Latly when I watched titanic, romeo- Juliet I was surprised why did they do that? In those stories the main characters both were themselves the causes of the massacre. Trying to protect their loved ones till now many innocent and mainly the idiots gave up away their life but I suppose to be their lovelife completed in the healvenly heaven where I have made a space for them but let not me myself be a member of that. What a trues love needs and what only a love needs? are the two different questions which I am asking to myself time to time. Being nearfor 24 hrs can’t be dealt with true love but let how far the two hearts one clucking and another jerking be they at least know why this universe is so.
I am now on the 4th day of the test match I had been playing but still I can’t find the gap to hit. Lastly almost 9 months ago I hit a great and huge six but till now I am just being played. I am being ducked but the bowler and I am aware that the ball which I am ducked with won’t find any edge towards the silly point to return back to the pavilion. I still have a one full day to play and win but I am tired to play for this period. Lastly begore the six I ahd to face a inswinging Yorker and I was lucky to get the inside bottom edge towards the fineleg but maynot be lucky if I faced it on the 5th day coz of my tiredness and lack of hope.
I think I am a free sample here living with all the costly products with neither dad nor mom and as a whole the whole family. Why I want to be different from others as if I am same like the others. I do have the desires the others have and too have the opportunities of those advancement but still I want to be protective and show me different although I am the same creature. Being departed from the family on one side and from the jerking heart on the other sode encourage me for a suicide but firstly I would like to get the permission which I am sure not to get. I have to pass my rest full life like this. I am afraid I can’t write what I desire whole heartly from my hands coz It has affected a lot lastly so being compressed with my feelings I desire my life to be shorter than I have. What will I do on those days just wait and judge the ball for a dramatic six and get a low bouncer which I have to drive it on the covers.
I call her sam and me myself dol, seems like the two sides of a coin. I don’t mean that we are the same wheels of a cart but just like the negative two sides of a coin which can never be alike. I want the heads while she wants the tails. According to the ancient peoples and too the current ones who fell in love depict that the matches are made in heaven and if it has to succeed than it does without any fluctuations and all. To be fluctuated is like a game and in this sense love too seems a heads-tails game,isn’t it? God led a fortune that we both met and knew our feelings towards the opposites but the deviation factor is still present between us. I don’t know whether to thank god for bringing her in my life or just curse him. We are not lucky yo each other but still what makes us to behave like to be luckier if we are together? What factor are we still stuck on? Why didn’t I broke up when she asked me for? Was it all coz of that polite licensed face what made me to call the reconciliation and next step to wait? How dare I forget her cruelty for just being with mefor 30 minutes? Our love is not fixed in the heaven, it’s just an illusion of mine and the blunder of mine. How can a daydreamer footballer be so conscious about the future and concentrate not to make a healthier family but the romantic days with her not the parents? A girl can change the whole body language, behaviours, opinion and sragedy of a boy? How can that be? I am not the same dolphin I used to be. The boy who never cried for his mother seemed to cry when she just had a normal hand illness. Those days it seemed like the huge mass of black heavy clouds were over me and were about to pour the acid rain which would destroy all the new borning hopes and inspiration for the life ahead. She is planning the future with too the control mechanism supervising me but the deviations are a lot to come as much as she would try to take the corrective actions. But later if damage occurs than just spitting on ownself doesn’t mean coz past can’t be controlled and that time she will be realizing her mistake trying to control the future but not the present. And being with another loving ones also it doesn’t actually mean and feel the happiness to be really with the loved ones. The whole life is ruined, dispatched and lastly the same frustration theme that occurred to the ancient lovers.
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I am now on the 4th day of the test match I had been playing but still I can’t find the gap to hit. Lastly almost 9 months ago I hit a great and huge six but till now I am just being played. I am being ducked but the bowler and I am aware that the ball which I am ducked with won’t find any edge towards the silly point to return back to the pavilion. I still have a one full day to play and win but I am tired to play for this period. Lastly begore the six I ahd to face a inswinging Yorker and I was lucky to get the inside bottom edge towards the fineleg but maynot be lucky if I faced it on the 5th day coz of my tiredness and lack of hope.
I think I am a free sample here living with all the costly products with neither dad nor mom and as a whole the whole family. Why I want to be different from others as if I am same like the others. I do have the desires the others have and too have the opportunities of those advancement but still I want to be protective and show me different although I am the same creature. Being departed from the family on one side and from the jerking heart on the other sode encourage me for a suicide but firstly I would like to get the permission which I am sure not to get. I have to pass my rest full life like this. I am afraid I can’t write what I desire whole heartly from my hands coz It has affected a lot lastly so being compressed with my feelings I desire my life to be shorter than I have. What will I do on those days just wait and judge the ball for a dramatic six and get a low bouncer which I have to drive it on the covers.
I call her sam and me myself dol, seems like the two sides of a coin. I don’t mean that we are the same wheels of a cart but just like the negative two sides of a coin which can never be alike. I want the heads while she wants the tails. According to the ancient peoples and too the current ones who fell in love depict that the matches are made in heaven and if it has to succeed than it does without any fluctuations and all. To be fluctuated is like a game and in this sense love too seems a heads-tails game,isn’t it? God led a fortune that we both met and knew our feelings towards the opposites but the deviation factor is still present between us. I don’t know whether to thank god for bringing her in my life or just curse him. We are not lucky yo each other but still what makes us to behave like to be luckier if we are together? What factor are we still stuck on? Why didn’t I broke up when she asked me for? Was it all coz of that polite licensed face what made me to call the reconciliation and next step to wait? How dare I forget her cruelty for just being with mefor 30 minutes? Our love is not fixed in the heaven, it’s just an illusion of mine and the blunder of mine. How can a daydreamer footballer be so conscious about the future and concentrate not to make a healthier family but the romantic days with her not the parents? A girl can change the whole body language, behaviours, opinion and sragedy of a boy? How can that be? I am not the same dolphin I used to be. The boy who never cried for his mother seemed to cry when she just had a normal hand illness. Those days it seemed like the huge mass of black heavy clouds were over me and were about to pour the acid rain which would destroy all the new borning hopes and inspiration for the life ahead. She is planning the future with too the control mechanism supervising me but the deviations are a lot to come as much as she would try to take the corrective actions. But later if damage occurs than just spitting on ownself doesn’t mean coz past can’t be controlled and that time she will be realizing her mistake trying to control the future but not the present. And being with another loving ones also it doesn’t actually mean and feel the happiness to be really with the loved ones. The whole life is ruined, dispatched and lastly the same frustration theme that occurred to the ancient lovers.
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