Post by Abe on Nov 10, 2005 16:30:54 GMT 6
Its didn't happen today but it did happen.i was in love with the person who i thought was the innocent and beautiful gal in this whole universe. i was in love with her.then i found out she was a play girl. i was teriffied when i asked her she said no it isn't true its only a rumor. i belived her.then after a month i proposed her she said yes.i was too happy.then after a week i found that she proposed my best friend. i was totally broken.then at the same day i had a fight with my parents.in anger i said i will die. my first option was that i will have sleeping pills i went to many medical shops but no one gave me thoes pills.then in the road i thought i will spend my last day(as i thought) in romance dai ko cyber. i went there romance dai wasn't there. his small brother roman dai was there. we weren't the closet of the friends so i didn't say him anyhing as i entered i saw [glow=red,2,300]utshah[/glow]. the girl i met a few days before.
we used to quarrel a lot.so even that day i quarreled with her after this i realized that i was happy there and the anger in me had been lighted off by happiness. the day was pleasent and i gave up my idea to die .she told me that was in class 9 studing in L.A and she had a boyfriend.days passed i met utshah often. then one day i realized that she loved me.i wasn't sure but my six sense told me so i asked her abut this she said yes before than she said no.i was confused.then the day-yesterday i met utshah's so called boyfriend.he was the slc candidate of 2004 batch of my ex-school "XLCR".than he told utshah wasn't his g.f and she was in class 7.she lied me and i was totally shoked.the only truth she told me that she studied in L.A.then she proposed me by giving me a letter via her sister hands yesterday. i was confused.i don't know what to say and what not to say. fro my past realationship i found out that i always was betrated. wat will i say i don't know and i think god dosen't know even.if i will say "no" then i am sure that she will cut her hands in drepession and i can't hurt anyone.and i can't see someone begin hurted because of me i don't know wat to say i am totally confused.please someone or anyone help me
abhee
we used to quarrel a lot.so even that day i quarreled with her after this i realized that i was happy there and the anger in me had been lighted off by happiness. the day was pleasent and i gave up my idea to die .she told me that was in class 9 studing in L.A and she had a boyfriend.days passed i met utshah often. then one day i realized that she loved me.i wasn't sure but my six sense told me so i asked her abut this she said yes before than she said no.i was confused.then the day-yesterday i met utshah's so called boyfriend.he was the slc candidate of 2004 batch of my ex-school "XLCR".than he told utshah wasn't his g.f and she was in class 7.she lied me and i was totally shoked.the only truth she told me that she studied in L.A.then she proposed me by giving me a letter via her sister hands yesterday. i was confused.i don't know what to say and what not to say. fro my past realationship i found out that i always was betrated. wat will i say i don't know and i think god dosen't know even.if i will say "no" then i am sure that she will cut her hands in drepession and i can't hurt anyone.and i can't see someone begin hurted because of me i don't know wat to say i am totally confused.please someone or anyone help me
abhee